Thousand Years

heartbeats fast

colors and promises

how to be brave

how can i love when i'm afraid to fall

but watching you stand alone

all of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

one step closer

i have died everyday waiting for you

darling don't be afraid i have loved you

for a thousand years

i'll love you for a thousand more

time stands still

beauty in all she is

i will be brave

i will not let anything take away

what's standing in front of me

every breath

every hour has come to this

one step closer

i have died everyday waiting for you

darling don't be afraid i have loved you

for a thousand years

i'll love you for a thousand more

and all along i believed i would find you

time has brought your heart to me

i have loved you for a thousand years

i'll love you for a thousand more

one step closer

one step closer

i have died everyday waiting for you

darling don't be afraid i have loved you

for a thousand years

i'll love you for a thousand more

and all along i believed i would find you

time has brought your heart to me

i have loved you for a thousand years

i'll love you for a thousand more

this christina perri's song now is on my favourite playlist. i got the feel when first try to heard and felt what's the lyric mean. For someone i love, i will wait you, ever for thousand years. After knowing something in a social media that wrote by you, i felt two feelings. The first feel is happy but another is sadness. Why? cause i just think that "she" that you wrote in your status is me or not. If yes, that means that i will be the happiest girl in earth that someone whom i loved is love me too. But if it no, i don't know what will happen in my heart, maybe it will so crush and can not be repaired again. Just you, the man who i want to live with. Just you, the man who i want to be my only husband. Just you, the man who i wanna grow up our children together. Just you, the only man that can spread the love in my future home. It just you, you, and you.

Now, 'till ever after, i will wait you, wait you to realize my dream..

For my dearest man,

I Love You, because of Allah.

HORMON SAAT JATUH CINTA

Setiap orang memiliki hormon feromon yang mampu mengendalikan berbagai  emosi, termasuk dalam memilih pasangan. Seseorang yang jatuh cinta, ketika bertemu secara otomatis tubuhnya mengeluarkan hormon feromon dan tercium oleh Vomero Nasal Organ (VNO), yaitu organ dilubang hidung yang memiliki kepekaan penciuman ribuan kali dari penciuman hidung hingga merangsang otak kecil yang mengatur panas tubuh, birahi, tekanan darah, dan pernafasan (Pearce,1933). Anehnya organ VNO tak berfungsi bila seseorang jatuh cinta. setiap kali feromon berhembus, organ VNO segera bereaksi dan perubahan psikologis terjadi setiap 1/10.000 detik.


Meski demikian, untuk timbulnya rasa cinta harus diproses dulu di otak baru kemudian diproses secara kimiawi dengan melibatkan berbagai hormon melalui beberapa tahap proses kimia cinta (Times,1997), yaitu sebagai berikut:
1. Tahap terkesan, ditandai dengan berpandangan mata dan fantasi romantis karena faktor genetik, pengalaman psikologis, atau bebauan.
2. Tahap nafsu, ditandai dengan dihasilkannya senyawa amfetamin (senyawa yang ada dalam ekstasi), yaitu Phenyl Ethyl Amine (PEA), dopamine, dan nor-epinephrine yang bila menyebar ke seluruh tubuh membangkitkan perasaan gembira dan bahagia. Biasanya remaja berada pada tahap ini. Oleh karena itu ada larangan untuk pergi berduaan di tempat yang sepi, karena senyawa amfetamin yang terbentuk tak dapat dikendalikan.
3. Tahap pengikatan, ditandai dengan dihasilkannya endorphine yang menyebabkan perasaan aman, damai, dan tentram. Orang dewasa berada pada tahap ini.
4. Tahap persekutuan kimiawi, terjadi saat sudah menikah, ditandai dengan dihasilkannya oksitosin yang menyebabkan pasangan makin rukun.


Sumber: buku kimia SMA Grasindo